I was on test, deca, and dhb the last 3 months. Dropped deca a month ago. Dropped dhb 3 weeks ago and added primo. So now I’m on 250 test/ 400 primo. Not much.
Suddenly I’m getting a lot of emotional problems, mostly anger and jealousy. Things my new gf (3 months approx) told me a month ago are now making me angry. Stories about her exes, or how many boyfriends she’s had. At night I sometimes dream of getting in fights or having someone talk shit behind my back or confront me. I wake up in the middle of the night with a lot of anger or jealousy, and even depression.
I’m supposed to go to dinner with her family for the first time today and I was seriously considering telling her I want to break up because of the feelings I’m having. These were 4 am thoughts.
I searched online and saw a lot of guys have similar issues; even guys happily married for 15-20 years. I’ve never felt quite like this up until now, though I’ve had a few moments in the past. Some say it’s estrogen related, some say it’s androgen, some day it’s a disruption of seratonin.
I want to continue this cycle until the end of the month, but I also don’t want to let these paranoid thoughts really distort my reality and ruin my relationship. I usually never get jealous, or at least nothing like this.
Interested to know if you guys have dealt with this. I didn’t think primo was that strong of a steroid, and I never expected these many obsessive negative thoughts.
Suddenly I’m getting a lot of emotional problems, mostly anger and jealousy. Things my new gf (3 months approx) told me a month ago are now making me angry. Stories about her exes, or how many boyfriends she’s had. At night I sometimes dream of getting in fights or having someone talk shit behind my back or confront me. I wake up in the middle of the night with a lot of anger or jealousy, and even depression.
I’m supposed to go to dinner with her family for the first time today and I was seriously considering telling her I want to break up because of the feelings I’m having. These were 4 am thoughts.
I searched online and saw a lot of guys have similar issues; even guys happily married for 15-20 years. I’ve never felt quite like this up until now, though I’ve had a few moments in the past. Some say it’s estrogen related, some say it’s androgen, some day it’s a disruption of seratonin.
I want to continue this cycle until the end of the month, but I also don’t want to let these paranoid thoughts really distort my reality and ruin my relationship. I usually never get jealous, or at least nothing like this.
Interested to know if you guys have dealt with this. I didn’t think primo was that strong of a steroid, and I never expected these many obsessive negative thoughts.
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